Prepare for the worst, Hope for the best

I just wanted to convey to you all that we are preparing for all circumstances and hoping for the best. The conflict comes when we realize that we often don't know what's best for us, but surrendering to the Lord's will is freeing and peaceful. The holidays have been fun and relaxing. We're enjoying every day, as each one is a blessing. I hope you all are doing the same, and find comfort that comes from trusting in the Lord.

Merry Christmas!

We got to enjoy a crab feed and dance-off at the Abel's for Christmas Eve, Presents and breakfast at home Christmas morning, followed by a delicious prime rib dinner at the Haar's. Glad to have Grandpa join us this year! 

Coach Brandt

Junior teacher to all of us girls and volleyball coach to most of us, Becky stopped in for a visit and even joined us for a fancy, fabulous outing at Chuck E. Cheese.

Thanks, Brandt for supporting our family in multiple ways. We love you.

Scan Results from 12/20/10

"Are you sitting down?" is what my oncologist first asked when he called to share the results of Monday's scans. Unfortunately, not the news we hoped for. The cancer's spreading so much that chemo and vitamin c infusions (so far) are not working. Previous lesions on my lungs have doubled in size with innumerable new ones. Same goes for the liver and other places in my abdomen. That's the good news. Bad news is that several new tumors in my brain have developed in addition to the previously growing ones there, too. So..unless the brain is controlled there's nothing more my oncologist can see helping since very little penetrates the blood/brain barrier. Another emergency meeting with a radiologist to discuss options is next.

I just want you all to know how grateful I am for all the ceaseless love and support. It continues to lift us and bring peace into our home. We are grateful for the miracle of life every day. More than two years at this point to enjoy my family since an awful diagnosis, and with many serious bumps along the way, is a miracle in itself. We have seen blessing upon blessing. We have seen our children learn valuable lessons of service from each of you. We have watched their testimonies strengthen as they develop an understanding and acceptance of death, the resurrection, and eternal life. What comfort we receive and enjoy in our home from the spirit that accompanies the Holy Ghost. He lets us know that Heavenly Father is watching over us and that His plan for us will bring the greatest happiness even when we don't understand it now.

Celebrating the birth of our Savior, whose life and Atonement offers the opportunity for us to repent and reunite with Him, brings tears of joy. Never before have I been more grateful for the knowledge of eternal families, and that we will all be reunited after this life -- that knowledge is a gift from God that brings more peace than anything else could at this time, not knowing what the future holds for me.

I love you,
Bri

Florida Adventure

Many of you know that, thanks to the efforts of Mom and friend, Kimberli, The Dream Foundation and Miracles of Love  granted our family the opprtunity to spend last week in Florida, visiting Universal Studios and the Disney parks. To top it off, we got to stay at the Nickelodeon hotel which was icing on the cake for the kids. Even though it was windy, freezing, and rainy at times, they were able to swim in a hot pool at night and loved the themed environment. I never foresaw all the expenses it would require to go on such a trip, given that flights, hotel, and parks were paid for. So many chipped in to help cover costs of a rental car, gas, wheelchair, fod, and souvenirs. I tried to get thank you notes to most, but I know that some were reached. Please know that our hearts are touched for being able to offer the kids the best Christmas of their lives. We are so honored to be recipients of your love!

A trip to Florida brought a close to our 2010 year,

Staying at the Nickelodeon hotel just adding to the kids’ cheer.

We never did get gooey and slimed,

Bur here’s a recap of our days, one park at a time.

The Animal Kingdom should never be missed;

Not with shows like The Lion King and Finding Nemo on the list.

Though the Tree of Life was an amazing sight,

The safari we went on brought the greatest delight.

Lots of animals, including baby elephants, gazelles, and giraffes

All described by a tour guide who brought many laughs.

Universal Studios’ Islands of Adventure came next

Where it’s much too difficult to say which part was the best.

Harry Potter’s school of wizardry is very well done,

But the Spiderman ride was just as fun.

Walking through Toon Town and Dr. Seussland is great

And The Grinch Who Stole Christmas performance was absolutely top rate.

 The Incredible Hulk coaster is a personal fave,

Deserving much attention—it’s worth all the rave!

With the joys of Epcot came a bit of rain

But we were determined—“Rain or shine, we are stayin’.”

From the past to the future, we rode into time

Realizing how a great invention can make life turn on a dime.

Captain EO saved the world with dance moves unparalleled,

Then we soared over California’s landscape by parasail.

The greatest of Epcot was experienced at nightfall

Where visiting countries ‘round the world, we had such a ball!

Shopping in Germany, Norway, Japan, and France

Dining in Morocco, our senses were enhanced.

The best (but coldest) fireworks display ended our day.

Off to Nickelodeon for a warm place to stay.

At the Magical Kingdom, we loved Space Mountain;

Loved it so much we rode again and again!

We stood in line after line, patiently waiting our turns,

And even helped Buzz Light-year shoot the evil Emperor Zurg

Mickey gave us a warm, gentle hug,

And the kiss from Minnie, Eric totally dug.

Record 35 degree weather made the day rather cold

We were one family of many to whom hot cocoa was sold.

We raced down the Speedway at the close of our day.

Then sped to the car in the wheelchair, past crowds on the way.

This was such an unforgettable week.

Our hearts are touched far more than we can speak.

Disney IS a place where dreams came true

Thanks to generous people like you!